THIS THING OF OURS-ADOPTION

THE KOREAN WAR BABY

My name is Don Gordon BELL and I am one of the earliest of the first generation of KAD's (Korean ADoptees). The Korean War had been settled by Armistice three years before I left war-torn Seoul, Korea, on May 21, 1956. It was the first plane of twelve 'war babies' processed thru the Harry Holt Adoption Program. Read more of MY STORY on My Pages.
I grew up in a typical middle-class family of English-Scottish roots in greater Los Angeles, Ca, USA. Memories faded, Korean language was 'lost' and I did not know anything about the country of my birth until I met Korean Marines in Vietnam while serving with the US Marines. It was my first exposure to real Korean people. I was not completely aware of how prejudiced most Koreans thought towards a Half-Breed like me. I learned what "Tuigi" meant, a Korean word for a "Child of a Foreign devil". Oh, wonderful.

All my life I always had to answer the question: "What ARE you?" and I simply would tell 'my story'. It was not a big deal for me, for my Adoptive Parents had taught me that being an American meant that WE were from many countries. I never 'wished to be White' and just learned to stand up for my own identity. MY Identity was as an American, with mixed heritage. I did not know what being "Korean" meant but often wondered about my roots, and what my birth father's ethnicity. Mexican, Native Americans, and Spanish people would tell me that I had their 'genes' for sure. Little did I know they were right!

After college, I traveled to Manila and for ten years I lived in the Philippines. I was excepted as a 'mestizo' and fit into the former Spanish colony. I was a B-movie Character Actor, working on international and local films, enjoying a 'crazy and wild' abandonment. Then a life changing experience gave me faith in a personal Higher Being. After walking away from the film business, I lived back in the USA, not sure of my direction in life finding work in construction, finish carpentry, door hanging, and many other jobs I'd like to forget.

In 1991, at 38, I attended a Holt Heritage Camp that was a great experience and really began my own journey of Adoption Identity search. I had never thought much of my Korean culture, though I always felt proud of being "HALF-Korean" and "half-Something".

In 1994 I came back to Seoul, Korea, with my church Vineyard Christian Fellowship, and was invited to stay with a church in East Seoul, for one year. I have lived here since late 1995- re-discovering my "Korean-ness", teaching English and telling my Adoption Story to thousands of Korean students of all ages, helping their understanding of Korean Adoptees. It is one of the issues that Korea is now facing, even for its own secretly adopted children, those who were adopted IN-Country by Koreans who desired a family but due to problems with Infertility secretly adopt.

I was a charter member in 1997 (first dozen members) of GOA'L (Global Overseas Adoptees' Link, founded by Ami Nafzger) and continue to be involved with the complex issues of This Thing of Ours-Adoption. Thousands of KADs have visited Korea over the years, searching for their culture and Some search for birth family. Seventy-five thousand have come, yet only 2,400 plus have found Reunion with Birth family, often with varying results. There are many complexities, many don't want to search concerned about offending their Adoptive Families. Each KAD must decide what they want to do, when to do it, etc.

At 67, I am still 'working thru' my Adoption Identity. Each of YOU need to 'work through' your own understanding and hopefully find forgiveness and healing. Read many different accounts and compare before coming to conclusions. I hope that you will learn what IS happening NOW, in the land of your birth, the Rep. of Korea (South Korea). (See Report Links).

Times are changing, the reasons for 'relinquishment/given up for adoption' have shifted, but there continues to be a need for a multi-tiered approach and understanding of Adoption issues. Slowly, attitudes of Korean society ARE changing for the better. But, the majority continue to feel embarrassment and shame. Thus, Adoption is still shrouded in secrecy even for those who are adopted In-country . There ARE positive signs and movements of NGO's and KAD groups are advocating for the Unwed Mothers. However, two-thirds of pregnant women each year, continue to give up their babies for adoption. One out of four are sent overseas, YET three are secretly adopted in-country. The Myth that "Koreans don't adopt" is false, but they need to open up and hopefully change their shame to pride.

This blog is for EVERYONE, whether you are an Adoptee, Adoptive Family, Birth Family or involved in Adoption in ANY way as a professional, social worker, official, etc, from Korea or the world. We examine the complex issues and personal journeys that we, domestic and overseas adoptees, have to face and sort out in This Thing of Ours-Adoption. (Use the Search function to check for Posts on various topics, TransRacial, Tran-Cultural, Multi-Cultural families, Domestic, Civil Code Law Adoptions, InterCountry Adoption, etc.)

I personally have come to a compromised, nuanced position on this thing of ours-adoption. I advocate a Multi-tiered Plan that tries to be balanced, realistic, fair to all.

UPDATE: Living in the Philippines since 2010, at first teaching students from several countries as an Online Tutor, based in Makati, Metro Manila. I was working on a Digital Library for Online Tutoring or ELearning; developing an agritourism farm; and Overseas Retirement Care for foreigners needing 24/7 health care.

Then some 18 months ago, in July of 2012 I met with Andrew Leavold, a crazy film obsessed Aussie who helped "pull me back into film making".

WHEW! Lot on my plate. I have also been learning much about the Filipino society's very different viewpoints on unwed motherhood and adoption.

As of Sept. 2012, I worked on an Indie Film, "Baybayin, the Palawan Script", directed by Auraeus Solito, and international award winning Filipino director. I had a role in the film and explored my hobby as a STILLS Photographer. Currently I have quit all teaching, co-writing on an international film that will be done in 3D and CGI effects. I am back in the film-making business and I love it. I have continued to act in Independent and international films and in many projects worked as Stills/Bts Photographer. I cover film festivals, events, and continue to try to improve my Game. Semi-retired but love to keep active, now exploring mirrorless 4K cameras but still a Canon Guy.


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#20 Holt Adoptee/First Dozen on Flight departing Seoul on 21 May, 1956 to USA.


July 6, 2010

KCare-Korea Central Adoption Resources

Last year in July of 2009, Korea Central Adoption Resources was officially launched. KCare recently moved to another office *Note New address below. Adoptees who are interested in doing a search or just to get copies of their adoption files should realize some basic facts first. There are several groups that facilitate help for Korean Adoptees to make contact with their Adoption Agency to discover more about themselves.
Remember there are many groups but basically they will all help in different ways to connect you to the Post Adoption Service sections established officially since 2008 in Holt-Korea, Korea Social Services, Eastern Social Welfare Society, Social Welfare Society, and some of the other established Adoption Agencies in Korea.
They are responsible for both Domestic (In-Country) adoptions numbering over 87,500 and the Overseas or InterCountry Adoptions (the terms change over the years. It is amazing to many that the number of children adopted WITHIN Korea is quite high, and THIS DOES NOT COUNT the Civil Code Law adoptions that may be almost DOUBLE the number of Domestic adoptions (which are ‘better’ because they have more safeguards for the children, i.e. background checks for Prospective Adoptive Parents).
It has been Korean Government policy to promote Domestic Adoptions but if one checks the numbers you would find that the truth is that roughly one out of four children are sent abroad. That is after the Civil Code Law adoptions, then Domestic adoptions take place. It is unfortunate and regrettable that the “left-over children” those LESS wanted by Korean Society (UH do know that 97% of In-country adoptions are kept SECRET because of prejudice and shame, in most cases the child is never told but SOME do find out). These are Inconvenient ugly Truths. This is why the Korean War Baby believes in continuing the InterCountry Adoptions. Where do the children go if they do not get a home and family? Into over crowded institutions or foster care where they are NOT a member of the family. THAT SUCKS.
KCare, is still a “work in progress” an attempt to centralize the process of adoptees, birth families, adoptive families in the complexities of what is called “Post Adoption Services”. Now PAS was being done over the years by staff members but as the numbers of returning adoptees increased and through the work of GOA’L and other Adoptee organizations, the Korean government finally passed laws and gave budgets to establishing more robust sections in each of the big four.

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Map_thumb1NOTE New Address:
(100-954) 10F,  Cheongyang Bldg, 1-ga Chungjeongno, Jung-gu, S.Korea







KCare Webzine_Guideline for Post Adoption Services
The Webzine is still under construction in parts and much work is ongoing. It must be remembered that the function of KCare is mainly as a Central hub. Your name and basic information will be digitized on their file system BUT remember the main files are at the Adoption Agency that PROCESSED the Korean Adoptee.
Contact Choi Min Wook  (82-27769680) or email: edu-pr@kcare.or.kr for inquiries to find your adoption agency’s phone numbers, email addresses, etc.
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  1. KimSeptember 28, 2010

    edupr@kcare.or.kr should be corrected as edu-pr@kcare.or.kr :)

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  2. koreanwarbaby.blogspot.comSeptember 30, 2010

    Thank you, Link was corrected. Let me know on any updates at K-Care.

    Don

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