THIS THING OF OURS-ADOPTION

THE KOREAN WAR BABY

My name is Don Gordon BELL and I am one of the earliest of the first generation of KAD's (Korean ADoptees). The Korean War had been settled by Armistice three years before I left war-torn Seoul, Korea, on May 21, 1956. It was the first plane of twelve 'war babies' processed thru the Harry Holt Adoption Program. Read more of MY STORY on My Pages.
I grew up in a typical middle-class family of English-Scottish roots in greater Los Angeles, Ca, USA. Memories faded, Korean language was 'lost' and I did not know anything about the country of my birth until I met Korean Marines in Vietnam while serving with the US Marines. It was my first exposure to real Korean people. I was not completely aware of how prejudiced most Koreans thought towards a Half-Breed like me. I learned what "Tuigi" meant, a Korean word for a "Child of a Foreign devil". Oh, wonderful.


All my life I always had to answer the question: "What ARE you?" and I simply would tell 'my story'. It was not a big deal for me, for my Adoptive Parents had taught me that being an American meant that WE were from many countries. I never 'wished to be White' and just learned to stand up for my own identity. MY Identity was as an American, with mixed heritage. I did not know what being "Korean" meant but often wondered about my roots, and what my birth father's ethnicity. Mexican, Native Americans, and Spanish people would tell me that I had their 'genes' for sure. Little did I know they were right!

After college, I traveled to Manila and for ten years I lived in the Philippines. I was excepted as a 'mestizo' and fit into the former Spanish colony. I was a B-movie Character Actor,
working on international and local films, enjoying a 'crazy and wild' abandonment. Then a life changing experience gave me faith in a personal Higher Being. After walking away from the film business, I lived back in the USA, not sure of my direction in life finding work in construction, finish carpentry, door hanging, and many other jobs I'd like to forget.

In 1991, at 38, I attended a Holt Heritage Camp that was a great experience and really began my own journey of Adoption Identity search. I had never thought much of my Korean culture, though I always felt proud of being "HALF-Korean" and "half-Something".

In 1994 I came back to Seoul, Korea, with my church Vineyard Christian Fellowship, and was invited to stay with a church in East Seoul, for one year. I have lived here since late 1995- re-discovering my "Korean-ness", teaching English and telling my Adoption Story to thousands of Korean students of all ages, helping their understanding of Korean Adoptees. It is one of the issues that Korea is now facing, even for its own secretly adopted children, those who were adopted IN-Country by Koreans who desired a family but due to problems with Infertility secretly adopt.

I was a charter member in 1997 (first dozen members) of GOA'L (Global Overseas Adoptees' Link, founded by Ami Nafzger) and continue to be involved with the complex issues of This Thing of Ours-Adoption. Thousands of KADs have visited Korea over the years, searching for their culture and Some search for birth family. Seventy-five thousand have come, yet only 2,400 plus have found Reunion with Birth family, often with varying results. There are many complexities, many don't want to search concerned about offending their Adoptive Families. Each KAD must decide what they want to do, when to do it, etc.


At 61, I am still 'working thru' my Adoption Identity. Each of YOU need to 'work through' your own understanding and hopefully find forgiveness and healing. Read many different accounts and compare before coming to conclusions. I hope that you will learn what IS happening NOW, in the land of your birth, the Rep. of Korea (South Korea). (See Report Links).

Times are changing, the reasons for 'relinquishment for adoption' have shifted, but there continues to be a need for a multi-tiered approach and understanding of Adoption issues. Slowly, attitudes of Korean society ARE changing for the better. But, the majority continue to feel embarrassment and shame. Thus, Adoption is still shrouded in secrecy even for those who are adopted In-country. There ARE positive signs and movements of NGO's and KAD groups are advocating for the Unwed Mothers. However, two-thirds of pregnant women each year, continue to give up their babies for adoption. One out of four are sent overseas, YET three are secretly adopted in-country. The Myth that "Koreans don't adopt" is false, but they need to open up and hopefully change their shame to pride.


This blog is for EVERYONE, whether you are an Adoptee, Adoptive Family, Birth Family or involved in Adoption in ANY way as a professional, social worker, official, etc, from Korea or the world. We examine the complex issues and personal journeys that we, domestic and overseas adoptees, have to face and sort out in This Thing of Ours-Adoption. (Use the Ligit Search function (Left Column) to check for Posts on various topics, TransRacial, TranCultural, MultiCultural families, Domestic, Civil Code Law Adoptions, InterCountry Adoption, etc.)
I personally have come to a compromised, nuanced position on this thing of ours-adoption. I advocate a Multi-tiered Plan that tries to be balanced, realistic, fair to all.

UPDATE: Living in the Philippines since 2010, at first teaching students from several countries as an Online Tutor, based in Makati, Metro Manila. I was working on a Digital Library for Online Tutoring or ELearning; developing an agritourism farm; and Overseas Retirement Care for foreigners needing 24/7 health care.

Then some 18 months ago, in July of 2012 I met with Andrew Leavold, a crazy film obsessed Aussie who helped "pull me back into film making".

WHEW! Lot on my plate. I have also been learning much about the Filipino society's very different viewpoints on unwed motherhood and adoption.

Latest: As of Sept. 2012, I worked on an Indie Film, "Baybayin, the Palawan Script", directed by Auraeus Solito, and international award winning Filipino director. I had a role in the film and explored my hobby as a STILLS Photographer. Currently I have quit all teaching, co-writing on an international film that will be done in 3D and CGI effects. I am back in the film-making business and I love it.

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September 1, 2012




Minnesota Transracial Film Festival 2012 Indiegogo Update

Thank you so much to all of you who have already contributed to our to MNTRFF Indiegogo fundraising effort! It is your support that continues to strengthen and enrich our vibrant and dynamic adoptee/adoptive parent community!

We are now entering the second half of our fundraiser (30 days remaining) and we need your help. As you know, AK Connection, Watch Adoptee Films, and AdopSource are partnering with one another to bring you an innovative adoptee-centric film festival that has both a physical presence (Saturday, November 10 from 12-8pm at the University of Minnesota's St. Paul Student Center) and online presence (Monday, November 12 through Friday November 16) For the physical film festival, we are showcasing three feature films (Finding Seoul, Going Home, and The Invisible Red Thread) two short films (Struggle for Identity/A Conversation 10 years later and Seoul Searching) and three teasers of upcoming adoptee films (Found in Korea, You Follow, and Geographies of Kinship). The online film festival will include Going Home and Adopted: The Movie with additional films to be confirmed in the coming weeks.

In order to bring the community the best possible film festival experience, we need your help. In return, we have some great perks for you:
  • Give $15: Becoming a partner at this level gives you free admission to all of the films playing at the festival on November 10. (The admission fee for each film will be $8 per features, $5 for short films, and $35 for a day pass.)
  • Give $25: Becoming a partner at this level will give you free access to the online, supplemental film festival that will run for 5 days on Watch Adoptee Films. (The streaming fee for each film will be $9.99.)
  • Give $100: Becoming a partner at this level gives you a free pass to the post-film festival party featuring adoptee musician Mayda and her band. Additionally, partners at this level will be able to receive drinks for free during the first hour of the party.
  • Give $250: Becoming a partner at this level gives you an invitation to the all expenses paid VIP Dinner on Friday, November 9th. At the dinner you will have the opportunity to talk with the filmmakers in an intimate setting.
  • Give $500: Becoming a partner at this level gives you/your organization recognition on all of the film festival literature, which includes the Minnesota Transracial Film Festival website and Facebook page, AdopSource website, AK Connection website, and Watch Adoptee Films website. Partners at this level will also be mentioned during VIP Dinner with the filmmakers, film festival, and post-festival party.
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August 28, 2012

You judge me b/c I am pretty and I can smile…thinking I have lived a peaceful life….but my beauty only shines the most when I am shedding tears about the past that made me who I am today… « Forever….a child of Korea


You judge me b/c I am pretty and I can smile…thinking I have lived a peaceful life….but my beauty only shines the most when I am shedding tears about the past that made me who I am today… « Forever….a child of Korea

SARAH has just recently returned to the land of her birth, Republic of Korea, and met her "Birth/Natural" (please forgive the terminology, no one agrees on what is best) .

REUNION, and all the emotional and mental rollercoaster that comes to mind. It is to some tabboo and for others a dream. For Korean Adult Adoptees less than 3,000 have gone down that path, often with very different results and experiences. For Adult Adoptees it is a minefield to walk, balancing adoptive family and 'birth/natural' family. We who have not yet actually walk this path can only wonder how we will feel.

Follow Sarah on her journey as she shares her own story in open details that many will identify with. No matter who you are or what part of This Thing of Ours-Adoption you are part of, reading will help you by 'walking along the path with Sarah'. She is walking Point, for us.

August 25, 2012

Art & Beauty 2- 22Aug-15Sept. at Ricco Renzo Gallery Slideshow | TripAdvisor™






Art & Beauty 2- 22Aug-15Sept. at Ricco Renzo Gallery Slideshow | TripAdvisor™

August 19, 2012

ART & BEAUTY 2 at Ricco-Renzo gallery



ART & BEAUTY 2

Former Beauty Queen Artist, Miss Philippines representatives are exhibiting their painting to be sold and some of the proceeds are going to support women's causes.

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Collection of art works in support of Green


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So the Korean War Baby is having More Fun in the Philippines, with photography and next month, for the dozen or so friends who might want to know, I will be relaunching my film acting career in an Indie film directed by an International award winning Indie film direk Auraeus Solito. In the Montreal Film Festival, five of his films were shown.

Cast and crew members of Dir. Auraeus Solito (3rd from right) on the first of his Palawan triology, Filming on location in beautiful Palawan island soon.

August 17, 2012

Riccorenzogallery Slideshow | TripAdvisor™

This is some of the stuff I am getting into, taking photos of famous people.

The Korean War Baby is getting back into the game, show business. I love it.


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July 31, 2012

Geographies of Kinship – The Korean Adoption Story

Geographies of Kinship – The Korean Adoption Story:

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Sign up to help KickStart this film project, be part of the efforts to get out the multiple stories so others can see they are not alone. Every person's story is slightly different, and yet so similar. If you are a KAD, an adoptive parent/family member, whatever, take a look at the films done by MUFilms.

The Korean War Baby


Support the Geographies of Kinship Campaign!
Geographies of Kinship – The Korean Adoption Story is the latest film from award-winning filmmaker, Deann Borshay Liem (First Person Plural and In the Matter of Cha Jung Hee). The film follows Korean adoptees from the U.S. and Europe on their journeys to reconnect with their birth country and piece together their past. Deann is raising funds for the production phase of the project. Please click here to view the trailer and help get this film made!

A Note from Deann
While traveling around the world with my previous films, I've met hundreds of Korean adoptees from the U.S., Europe, Australia and Canada and heard countless stories from adoptees of all ages – sometimes heartbreaking, oftentimes funny and ironic,always inspiring.

Geographies of Kinship presents a small handful of the amazing stories I've heard from around the world. We meet, for example, Estelle Cooke-Sampson, a bi-racial adoptee who revisits the orphanage where she grew up until she was adopted by an African American soldier. Emma Anderson is a Swedish adoptee who visits Korea for the first time and unexpectedly reunites with her birth mother. Meanwhile, Michael Holloway meets his birth family via webcam on a live television show. He is shocked to discover he has an identical twin.

We have already started development of the project and shot some interviews. We're now asking for contributions via Kickstarter so that we can continue our momentum and complete the shooting phase of the film. Your support will help get all the elements we need for the film so we can start editing and make what I know will be a fantastic film.

There are all sorts of exciting prizes in exchange for your support. Please check out the Kickstarter campaign and pass this email and link along to all your friends!

Support us on KickStarter

Thank you in advance and happy viewing!


Deann Borshay Liem
Producer/Director/Writer
MuFilmsVisit www.mufilms.org
Contact info@mufilms.org

July 26, 2012

"Ritwal" And "Sta. Nina" at Cinemalaya Slideshow & Video | TripAdvisor™

The Korean War Baby has been quite busy lately, getting offers to do film and television work in the Philippines. The Cinemalaya Film Festival in Manila, Rep. of the Philippines is currently going on. Here is just one of many film premieres that KWB has attended. Inde or Independent films, shorts, and full feature films are being shown at the Cultural Center of the Philippines.


"Ritwal" And "Sta. Nina" at Cinemalaya Slideshow & Video | TripAdvisor™:

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July 6, 2012

Jae Sun Says This-Swedish KAD blog on Reunion

Reunion with one's Birth/Natural/Bio Family...For Adoptees it is just one of the many thoughts that MAY cross their minds when they are growing up. It may be in a culturally mixed family, where one KNOWS that they were adopted, or when in domestic adoption the adoptee discovers or is told that they were adopted. No matter, when thoughts develop such as "who am I?" and "why was I given up?" We find sometimes fantasy thinking and wondering "WHAT IF".

It is said that 75,000 visits to Korea by Korean Adoptees, some as children with their adoptive parents/family members, many as adults, have taken place. The first visits usually include the processing adoption agencies, foster parents, and even the first orphanage (if it is still open). A 'taste of Korea',  experiencing the land of our birth, and for most it is a re-connection that opens up many questions with few answers. 

For fifteen years I lived in Korea, teaching English, as a half-breed, mixed-blooded Korean-American. It was my opportunity to be involved with Global Overseas Adoptee's Link, from the beginning in the coffee shops of Seoul, circa 1997 with the founder Ami Natzger. Ami saw the need for an organization to help KADs find their way around and get some help. Nolin and about a dozen of us continued to meet but it was Ami who did the 'heavy lifting'. 

Reunion has happened with only 2,600 approximately, and the stories are a range from total rejection by the Birth mother to a developing relationship with both families of the adult adoptee. We must realize that the past cannot be undone, cultural differences are huge, the reasons for relinquishment are vast, and each story is unique. We can though learn what some have gone through and are dealing with on day to day basis. This blog is by Elle, a Swedish Korean Adult Adoptee, and I encourage you to go back before 2010 when reunion took place. Follow her journey from the beginning, give encouragement and comments. This could be your story, it will help you to know her's. 


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Heavy Me Stuff

This is my latest attempt of a blog, I write about my life as a Korean raised in Europe, living and being raised in Sweden, about Korea, adoption, my Korean family, reunion. And also about my daily life, opinions and values.
I look upon my life in different stages:
  1. Stage I. The Ignorant/Oblivouis State (my arrival in Sweden til my 5th birthday). As I was not yet fully aware of ethnicity.
  2. Stage II. The Awakening. (from my 5th birthday til my 12  birthday). I begun to realize that I was different since I was adopted.
  3. Stage III. The Time for Impugnation. (12th birthday til 18th birthday). The teen years, time for questions and finding identity.
  4. Stage IV. The Honemoon Phase. (18th birthday til 25th birthday) Around the time I found and meet my Korean family.
  5. Stage V. Age Of Realism. (25th birthday and ongoing.) The time after my second trip, I realized and accepted many things…
As for the future stages( Stage VI and onwords ) I’m not sure what they exactly will entail but I’m more than happy to share my daily experience with anyone who might be willing to listen.
I’m fairly confident and convinced that Korea will be a part of my life just as adoption always be. The two simply wouldn’t function together…


June 24, 2012

Geographies of Kinship - The Korean Adoption Story by Deann Borshay Liem — Kickstarter

Geographies of Kinship - The Korean Adoption Story by Deann Borshay Liem — Kickstarter:

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ABOUT THIS PROJECT

About the Project

My name is Deann Borshay Liem and I’m a documentary filmmaker and Korean adoptee. While traveling around the world with my previous films, First Person Plural and In the Matter of Cha Jung Hee, I met hundreds of Korean adoptees from the U.S., Europe, Australia and Canada. I’ve had the tremendous privilege of hearing countless stories from adoptees of all ages – sometimes heartbreaking, oftentimes funny and ironic, always inspiring. These stories cover the gamut of life experiences – from stories about searching for identity and belonging; to stories of love, loss, and discovery; to questions about “who am I” and “how did I get here?”

Geographies of Kinship presents a small handful of the amazing stories I’ve heard from around the world. We meet, for example, Estelle Cooke-Sampson, a bi-racial adoptee who revisits the orphanage where she grew up until she was adopted by an African American soldier at the age of seven. She wonders how the nuns felt about having a black child in the 1950s. Emma Anderson is a Swedish adoptee who visits Korea for the first time and unexpectedly reunites with her birth mother, discovering family secrets along the way. Meanwhile, Michael Holloway is in San Francisco when he meets his birth family via webcam on a live television show. He is shocked to discover he has an identical twin. These, and other riveting stories, serve as a springboard for exploring the history of transnational adoptions from Korea, from the 1950s to the present.

We have already started development of the project, collected some archival material and shot some interviews. I was thrilled recently to receive development funding from the National Endowment for the Humanities which is now enabling us to complete archival footage research, write a script, consult with scholars and experts, and edit a fundraising reel. We will be done with these important steps in the Fall.

We are now asking for contributions via Kickstarter so that we can continue our momentum and complete the production (shooting) phase of the film by following our film’s participants on their individual journeys. Your support will help us get all the elements we need for the film so we can actually start editing and make what I know will be a fantastic film.

June 23, 2012

On Whining and Pining

NOTE: The complaint against Whiners does not apply to this following commentator, Rather it is against those who whine about their adoption as Causing their separation/loss from natural/birth mother and/or father, culture, country, language, etc. Causality is very clear- It is the concept that an action or event will produce a certain response to the action in the form of another event. 

1 comments from earlier Post:

  1. "The simple fact is that Adoption does not CAUSE the separation."

    I agree that qualifiers should be used rather than blanketing something or someone and all of adoption in discourse. A qualifier would have been suitable here because it's not entirely true. There are indeed *many* instances where adoption has caused the loss and separation of mothers and children.

    As an adoptee and feminist, I have long been concerned with the U.S. obsession of "righting" the "illicit" childbearing of impoverished and/or unwed mothers by adoption--something that came about after careful marketing and the creation of a supply and demand system in the domestic industry in the United States. In the 1970's, for every one "unwed mother" who might give her baby up for adoption, there were ten prospective adoptive couples waiting to adopt (that ratio has since skyrocketed astronomically) with few facilitators and institutions at the time disagreeing that an adoption wasn't the only option. This system stacked against vulnerable, young, women did in fact cause them to lose their babies to adoption. The need for adoptions to happen as, second to marriage, the only way for a woman to "redeem" unwed childbearing drove the losses of over one million women. These are losses the blossoming industry at the time absolutely caused.

    The over one-million U.S. women, and who knows how many worldwide, victimized by this system should not be dismissed. Their children were also victims. How can we dismiss them or tell them how to feel about it all either?

    I know you've heard the voices of these mothers. What they say is true. My mother was treated very much like this in the 1980's. The second she walked into the agency, the decision was already made for her. Adoption was the agency's #1 priority and so many absolutely repugnant things happened to her, I, and my adoptive parents, just so adoption was the end that justified the agencies means.

    Not every person, mother, family, or adoptee shares that experience. But we cannot dismiss them. I don't want my mother dismissed because her loss to adoption--because of adoption--isn't nice to think about because that's not fair. She was one of those women people use as examples of those who don't want their babies, she was raped. She loved me. She wanted me. I don't "pine" that I wasn't kept. I "pine" because of her horrific experiences--because she's a human being, and my mother, and no one should have to be treated that way.

    I don't blame my adoption, adoptive parents, adoptive parents as a whole, adoption workers, original parents, or anyone else for any problem that I've ever had. But I do expect adoption to be accountable for the reprehensible amount of losses it, in itself, causes to orphans, foster children, youth adoptees, adult adoptees, original families, and adoptive families. I'm gladly a "whiner" for the cause of accountability ;-)
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    The Korean War Baby Responds:

    Dear Amanda,

    *"The simple fact is that Adoption does not CAUSE the separation."

    I agree that qualifiers should be used rather than blanketing something or someone and all of adoption in discourse. A qualifier would have been suitable here because it's not entirely true. There are indeed *many* instances where adoption has caused the loss and separation of mothers and children."*

    {*many* instances where adoption has caused the loss and separation of mothers and children}-


    My point is that the facts are that a child was conceived, in any manner (marriage, unwed premarital sex, rape, incest, IVF, etc) and then adopted in any manner, that adoption does not CAUSE the loss and separation. A life has been produced, and no matter how it was brought into being, babies and children are in the world having already suffered loss and separation.

    Here is the entire paragraph: {TO ME, and I am not one gifted with great intelligence just years of making mistakes and trying to learn from them..in MANY cases, women were forced to make decisions to "give up raising their children" for many reasons. The simple fact is that Adoption does not CAUSE the separation. It may provide a solution for a young mother who has few support networks, or a mother who has no SONS, or a child that is born with physical or mental disabilities in a society that rejects such.}
    "Adoption does not CAUSE the separation"- No case, not one, that I have heard used to illustrate this belief has a logical argument to prove causality. Causation presumes that "A happens Causing B as a RESULT". Or causality is also the relationship between a set of factors (causes) and a phenomenon (effects). Those who claim that adoption caused a pregnant woman to give up her unborn child are missing the point of causality. The Pregancy comes first, no matter how it happened. The issues (factors) that Cause the first/birth/natural Parent(s) to give up/relinquish a child was not "Caused" by someone wanting to adopt.

    I have seen this ill-stated logic used over and over, that of blaming Adoption Industry/Adopters/Adoption Agencies/ etc for "causing" a child to be adopted. Supply and Demand, a marketing term could apply here. A "Product" must exist before it can be "Marketed". Many abandoned/relinquished/given up children exist because of conditions whereby the child could not be raised by it's natural/birth/first parents/family.


    It is these and other conditions that CAUSE separation/loss not the other way around. It may be death of one or both parents, it may be extreme poverty, it could be the mother was forced by the societal and family lack of support, or she just did not want to be a mother yet. Rape or incest, and a decision not to abort or lack of facilities or religion may prevent turning to abortion. There are many Causes for the separation.

    BUT, LET ME SHOUT HERE- ADOPTION IS NOT THE CAUSE.

    Next: *As an adoptee and feminist, I have long been concerned with the U.S. obsession of "righting" the "illicit" childbearing of impoverished and/or unwed mothers by adoption--something that came about after careful marketing and the creation of a supply and demand system in the domestic industry in the United States.* Hmmm, U.S. *obsession of "righting" the "illicit" childbearing of impoverished and/or unwed mothers by adoption*


    AGAIN, this is Post conception and relinquishment phases. Demand for children to be adopted did not Cause pregnancy and male preference did they? No. "Supply" is over abundant for many factors, in different ways over the years it changed as in the USA fewer women gave up their children. Single motherhood became more acceptable by society in many countries (one factor). It is a clear indication that THE RESULTING adoption both Domestic and International is that there is a huge SUPPLY. Not Demand 'causing' the Supply. YOU SEE? You prove my point, that it is not the cause but the Effect of the huge SUPPLY that led to the marketing and some abuses within the system. THIS I AGREE WITH, that abuse HAVE and DO occur.

    It is when a few adoptees use language that sounds like they are speaking for "all international adoptees" and WHINING that Adoption makes(Causes) the loss alone moves me to have fits. These whiners speak in words that they speak for ALL International Adoptees. WELL, NO ONE can speak for all, or even most. THEY DON"T SPEAK FOR ME!


    I can agree with those who are upset about the extreme viewpoints (i.e. "forever families", Christian zealous motivations to adopt and save a child"). There are also problems of the Process that international adoption has undergone and In-Country adoptions are still unregulated in Sending Countries. Non-Hague signatory countries are still allowed to send orphans, so the Hague Conventions are worthless and cannot be enforced.

    This: *This system stacked against vulnerable, young, women did in fact cause them to lose their babies to adoption. The need for adoptions to happen as, second to marriage, the only way for a woman to "redeem" unwed childbearing drove the losses of over one million women. These are losses the blossoming industry at the time absolutely caused.* You continue to blame those who were waiting to adopt or PAP (Potential Adoptive Parents is the term used) as though the DEMAND set the pace of the SUPPLY. I beg to differ again because it is the Government, Society, and Religious viewpoints in both sending and receiving countries that play major huge factors (CAUSES) in women giving up their children. Let's not forget poverty, war, tragedy, social experiments such as Native Americans, Aborigines, orphan trains, etc.

    A woman, married or single unwed status, pregnant and facing motherhood in such situations of life these things CAUSE her or her own family to send her child away. Correcting such abuses of kidnapped children turned in as though abandoned without fully identifying and confirming the truth just was not possible in the past. In Korea, tens of thousands were abandoned in public places, with no papers, names, birthdates, etc. These days there should not be any such cases but Korea has not yet signed the Hague Conventions. These things should be done, but only Koreans will decide that, not by whining but demanding that separation is by consent of the Mother and that she was NOT forced.

    Let me be clear, when I say  {So let's stop the WHINING and PINING that a few do "I ARE ADOPTED that is why I am all messed up".} I speak not about the things that happened in anyone's life, there are horror stories in both biological and adoptive, divorced, non-married, families all around. No, I am talking about those who whine and claim that they were adopted BECAUSE their adoptive parents 'wanted them'.


    It has nothing to do with the circumstances that CAUSED life to start, rather it has to do with the whining about "losing culture, language, family" AND BLAMING ADOPTION only. Another whine is only "Rich White people" adopted them, what a load of crap that is from socialists/ultra liberals and not all inclusive at all. Black Americans and other people of Color have adopted. Not all adoptive parents are WHITE are they? And the Pining about race...there is racism everywhere but you cannot just whine about it. What? Should people not be allowed to cross-cultural marriage? Can non-racism be enforced? Only on the law books but not on the heart.

    We all sang songs about peace and love in the sixties, yet in Vietnam I saw the horrors of reality and hate. Call for peace? When people shoot at you, you shoot back and kill them or you die. Hesitate squeezing the trigger and your friends die. Peace, when there is no peace in the hearts of some men cannot simply be without enforcing the peace. To run around with 'flowers in their hair' turned out to be unsuccessful. Just wanting peace does not bring it.


    We call President Obama a Black American but he has publicly admitted that he is mixed-raced- a mutt. He was conceived from a multicultural marriage therefore he is half-white/half-black and was raised as a White man. Yet I am proud that we have a person of color in the "White House". Media continues to falsely call him only a "Black President" What about his White Mother? I could Whine about that.

    "But I do expect adoption to be accountable"? AGAIN, Amanda, you are putting the blame not on the Cause but the EFFECT. Adoption may give an option to a woman/mother but it does not Cause her to give up her child. The Causes are other factors. Please, whining about the "cause of accountability" should be on improving the legal process of adoption both intercountry and in-country, to insure that both child and biological family (if possible) are giving up the legal rights. Yes to trying to improve Receiving countries processes but it is impossible to correct the Sending countries social attitudes. Lots of whining will not change the hearts or minds neither will laws.

    Thank you for your thoughts.

    Korean War Baby, not always totally right but usually willing to listen to almost all.

June 16, 2012

Deann Borshay Liem-Updates


Hello, everyone -
koreanboys-gray 3I wanted to let you know that on Wednesday, June 20th, we are launching a Kickstarter campaign forGEOGRAPHIES OF KINSHIP - THE KOREAN ADOPTION STORY to raise funds for the production phase of the film. We're very excited and a little nervous, so I'm reaching out in advance with hopes you will help us make this campaign a success!

Please look for our email next week which will include the Kickstarter link. We hope that in addition to backing the project personally, you'll pass along the information to as many people as possible. In the meanwhile, if you haven't done so already, please "like" Mu Films on Facebookand follow us on Twitter.

We have some wonderful rewards for our Kickstarter backers.
  • Hot-off-the-presses DVDs and movie posters of the new film!
  • Vintage posters of FIRST PERSON PLURAL (available on Kickstarter only!)
  • Autographed copies of Eleana Kim's fabulous book Adopted Territory: Transnational Korean Adoptees and the Politics of Belonging
  • Downloadable music from the soundtrack of IN THE MATTER OF CHA JUNG HEE from award-winning composer, Todd Boekelheide
  • And much more!
GEOGRAPHIES OF KINSHIP is inspired by the many adoptees I've met while traveling the world with FIRST PERSON PLURAL and IN THE MATTER OF CHA JUNG HEE. Their stories have impacted me deeply and helped make sense of my own identity, and I feel certain they will have a similar impact on others. Please help me complete production on this important project!

You can check updates on the campaign and the film by visiting us:
Thank you very much and happy viewing!

Deann Borshay Liem
Producer/Director/Writer
GEOGRAPHIES OF KINSHIP

Adoption Blogs — Bloggers who write about adopting, adoptive

Adoption Blogs — Bloggers who write about adopting, adoptive:


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The Korean War Baby has found this website, Adoption Blogs, to be a great source to find out how Adoptive Parents, among others such as adoption professionals, are dealing with the myriad issues pertaining to This Thing of Ours-Adoption.
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With the advent of the internet and before that studies on TV, magazine articles, Psychology reports, etc. many have learned that adoption is not just an easy thing. (They should have talked to parents like mine! They knew all about the issues with me, since I was an angry little boy of five who wondered "where is my mother? Why did she abandon me".


I believe that at my age I was not able to understand the reasons that my mother "gave me up". Even as I tried to understand "that she could not take care of me" and gave me up for a "better life", this did not take away the damage. BUT, I had a better chance growing up in the USA than in very prejudiced Korea. In many cases though, it was the case of jumping out of the frying pan into the fire. Yes, some international adoptees MAY have felt/thought that they wished they were white. NOT ALL, and there are thousands of "successful" adoptions that does not rule out that some desire to "know what happened". Some do not want to know, satisfied with the scant bits of information that they have received.


THAT BEING SAID...I do NOT blame "being adopted for my problems". There are those few in number, who go around blaming their adoption on their "Adopter" parents and family. The old adage "What came first? The Chicken or the Egg?" comes to my mind. The outspoken few seem to claim to speak for "all of the adoptees", but they don't speak for ME. They actually blame the Egg (Adoption to another land) for their very existence, lamenting that they lost family, language, culture and were cruelly taken away from their homeland, ignoring the basic facts that caused them to be "given up for adoption" in the first place. 


What comes first? Separation/abandonment OR Adoption? In the majority of cases around the world it is a variety of reasons that cause Separation from mother and child. There is NO ONE reason, is there? ANYONE who uses the word "ALL" is full of crap. Why is it that we cannot use QUALIFIER WORDS such as "some, few, many, a majority, etc" and refrain from using the all inclusive words? The Spectrum of Difference indeed applies to This Thing of Ours-Adoption. Balance in stating our position should be held to, not extreme viewpoints or attacks on 'the other side'. 


TO ME, and I am not one gifted with great intelligence just years of making mistakes and trying to learn from them..in MANY cases, women were forced to make decisions to "give up raising their children" for many reasons. The simple fact is that Adoption does not CAUSE the separation. It may provide a solution for a young mother who has few support networks, or a mother who has no SONS, or a child that is born with physical or mental disabilities in a society that rejects such. 


Were there cases of out and out kidnapping? Well, duh, yes. Some celebrities of the KAD world claim they were kidnapped but the clarity of WHO is not made clear. In some documented cases it was the family of the mother that kidnapped without her knowledge and sent the child away. In a a great number of cases, mothers were pressured by their own family, friends, government's lack of support, and the general view of Society that being unwed and a mother was not acceptable. What could she do? Let's not forget the married woman who had 'too many female children'. Disabilities led to thousands to be exported thankfully to homes where they just might have a loving home, but in another land.
The argument of Causality has been
 debated for centuries




The list of reasons and causes goes on and on. YET, throughout the cyberspace of bloggers, activist groups, support groups, etc. we find a common thread that the "EGG (Adoption)" was the cause of the Separation/Loss, the "Chicken", which I believe came first. It is the Whiners Club of KADs who somehow blame their adoptive parents/social workers/government officials, etc. on their sad lives. They lament that IF ONLY we had stayed with our mother...We must go back to the very beginning, the moment of Conception of life when a human egg met a human sperm, eh? Life began, we may argue that it is or isn't a "human" yet but it will once born be a human being, a newborn.


Most societies have moral rules that govern taking care of the child born, not necessarily marriage. In some societies, it is the tribe that takes care of the children and raises them within their small society. Being raised by the biological mother and father is not always the case, is it?


The reasons for a woman getting pregnant...again there are many. Rape, Incest, Pre-Marital Sex between consenting adults but not yet ready to be responsible for raising a family (HEY, I have two t-shirts for that one, a daughter and son that I "fatherered" but did not know, becoming an absentee father). What did adoption have to do in "Causing" a child to be given up? What resulted was a life was produced, a woman had to make hard choices on what she could/would do. In the Republic of Korea, everyday four thousand pregnant Korean women chose to Abort or Terminate their Unwanted Pregnancy, do they live with guilt? Perhaps some do, others go on with their lives, a few to regret later when Infertility after several abortions may cause them to secretly adopt from another unwed mother. Cycles within cycles, in the wheel of life and death.

wikipedia.org/wiki/Baby_hatch/foundling wheel

"Baby hatches have existed in one form or another for centuries. The system was quite common in medieval times. From 1198 the first foundling wheels (ruota dei trovatelli) were used in ItalyPope Innocent III decreed that these should be installed in homes for foundlings so that women could leave their child in secret instead of killing them, as this practice was clearly evident in the River Tiber. A foundling wheel was a cylinder set upright in the outside wall of the building, rather like a revolving door. Mothers placed the child in the cylinder, turned it around so that the baby was inside the church, and then rang a bell to alert caretakers. One example which can still be seen today is in the Santo Spirito hospital at the Vatican City; this wheel was installed in medieval times and used until the 19th century."


Foundling wheel at the "Ospedale Santo Spirito".


A blogger recently cites that these devices, that provide a way for a pregnant mother to leave her infant child at a hospital or religious house,  do not prevent Infanticide. Well, in almost every country there are many cases of Newborns found dead after being born and discarded. The evidence that babies ARE left in these devices certainly shows me that there are women who just cannot (for reasons we don't know) provide for the child and want to remain anonymous. Rather than leave them where they might suffer death from the elements the Foundling Wheels provide a safe haven. Read more from the website on Infanticide, and you get a clearer picture.


Yes, it would be great if all countries had a social network that supported single motherhood, but that is not the reality yet even in "modern" societies. WHA? Can we expect them to change their Social and Religious structures when even the USA and European countries are still making major adjustments in Women's Rights, Children's Rights, Welfare, etc? Steps should/could be taken to provide a way out, but again there are many, a substantial number of women who just are NOT READY to raise a child. The bio-logical "father" may be scarce, having run the other direction, or denied being the sperm donor. Not all women were subjected to society's and family pressures to give up their child. Some, may I dare say many, just were not ready to be mothers, yet did not take the step to abort the life growing inside them.


Am I cold towards them? NO, I must give them the benefit of doubt, since in my own life, I was one of the players. I had so many Unprotected sexual experiences that produced two children I am aware of, that I finally took the extreme option and had a Vasectomy at the age of 28. From that time on, I could tell every (yes every) woman, "Want to see my scar? I shoot blanks". (Years later, though, I regretted my youthful folly when I had to have needles thrust into the still producing testicles to try to have a 'test-tube baby', without success). At the age of sixty, I will never be a father, I regret.


In the sixties and seventies in the western societies the attitudes towards unwed motherhood was very different. Single mothers were thought to be 'bad women' and the men seemed to be let off the hook. In Korea adoptee activist groups are advocating for the Single Unwed mothers (single mother could also be divorced mothers since the wonderful advent of divorce appeared on the Korean society's scene just in the last dozen years). This year last May, family month, there was a day for Single Motherhood. SLOOOOOOWLY, Korean society is changing.


Back to the Chicken/Egg analogy...Separation/Loss/Abandonment, in Varying degrees felt differently by the age of the child. Almost all happen to Orphans, both real or created by Relinquishment-designated "Single Orphan" for one biological parent signing away their rights or "Double Orphan" when in rare cases BOTH biological parents sign away their rights. You see some disregard the fact that the designation of "Orphan" is recognized by Hague Conventions on Adoption and Children's Rights in these terms. An Orphan is NOT only those who's natural/biological parent/parents have been killed. Children found Abandoned with no living relative coming forward to support them have to be taken care of by the state.


Adoption, both within the country (which the KWB prefers IF possible), and through International, Transcultural, InterCountry, etc is therefore a NECESSARY way of providing a home. It does not guarantee a perfect 'forever home', as some pro-adoption groups purport, NAY, adoption comes with all of life's hazards, yes, ALL of the risks that natural families have PLUS the additional issues. As my own sister aptly put it "Life is a Crap Shoot". One could wind up having to deal with many problems, adoption may, just though give one a chance they would not have had in their own family or country.


Certainly, let's push for Family Preservation...but what to do when the young mother simply cannot bare to face raising a child by herself? Should motherhood be "forced" on her? Of course not. Each case has its own facts and nuances, as in the case of social welfare and children. Children are taken from their mothers because of dangerous lifestyles such as drugs, abuse, incest, rape from boyfriends, etc.


There is NO ALL in these issues of life, each is separate yet similar perhaps. So let's stop the WHINING and PINING that a few do "I ARE ADOPTED that is why I am all messed up". SOME in fact were kidnapped by their own family and given away without the consent of the mother! BUT NOT ALL. To claim that Adoption somehow caused "all" to be separated from mothers is Wrong. Plain and simply not true in even a great majority of Korean adoptions, InCountry or InterCountry/International.


We who were adopted both secretly, or openly, it is YOU and I who must face our issues, DEAL with the facts but be ready to accept that we may never know "the truth" for certain. Our Adoption Identity is a combination of our ethnicity, culture we were born in and the one we were raised in. Each of us are individuals and face our lives in our own ways. May each of you, dear readers, find your own path to a balanced self-image. Be ready for a rollercoaster ride, read many different viewpoints, keep a forgiving attitude ready, find your own balance, don't take 'sides'. Learn from many, then find your own place. Good luck.


The Korean War Baby- Still working it through.


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1 comments:

  1. "The simple fact is that Adoption does not CAUSE the separation."

    I agree that qualifiers should be used rather than blanketing something or someone and all of adoption in discourse. A qualifier would have been suitable here because it's not entirely true. There are indeed *many* instances where adoption has caused the loss and separation of mothers and children.

    As an adoptee and feminist, I have long been concerned with the U.S. obsession of "righting" the "illicit" childbearing of impoverished and/or unwed mothers by adoption--something that came about after careful marketing and the creation of a supply and demand system in the domestic industry in the United States. In the 1970's, for every one "unwed mother" who might give her baby up for adoption, there were ten prospective adoptive couples waiting to adopt (that ratio has since skyrocketed astronomically) with few facilitators and institutions at the time disagreeing that an adoption wasn't the only option. This system stacked against vulnerable, young, women did in fact cause them to lose their babies to adoption. The need for adoptions to happen as, second to marriage, the only way for a woman to "redeem" unwed childbearing drove the losses of over one million women. These are losses the blossoming industry at the time absolutely caused.

    The over one-million U.S. women, and who knows how many worldwide, victimized by this system should not be dismissed. Their children were also victims. How can we dismiss them or tell them how to feel about it all either?

    I know you've heard the voices of these mothers. What they say is true. My mother was treated very much like this in the 1980's. The second she walked into the agency, the decision was already made for her. Adoption was the agency's #1 priority and so many absolutely repugnant things happened to her, I, and my adoptive parents, just so adoption was the end that justified the agencies means.

    Not every person, mother, family, or adoptee shares that experience. But we cannot dismiss them. I don't want my mother dismissed because her loss to adoption--because of adoption--isn't nice to think about because that's not fair. She was one of those women people use as examples of those who don't want their babies, she was raped. She loved me. She wanted me. I don't "pine" that I wasn't kept. I "pine" because of her horrific experiences--because she's a human being, and my mother, and no one should have to be treated that way.

    I don't blame my adoption, adoptive parents, adoptive parents as a whole, adoption workers, original parents, or anyone else for any problem that I've ever had. But I do expect adoption to be accountable for the reprehensible amount of losses it, in itself, causes to orphans, foster children, youth adoptees, adult adoptees, original families, and adoptive families. I'm gladly a "whiner" for the cause of accountability ;-)
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May 16, 2012

Speaking OUT in Profane Language

Let me be frank, I do not abide by Facebook rules of controlling speech, not on my blog. Some people just don't know their English grammar on Profanity. Here is an English lesson for those who are "profanity challenged":

"Hey, fuck that" - When written this phrase could have many different meaning. i.e. (I Don't want to do that, or that is a crazy idea). The emotions added give the exact meaning.

IT DOES NOT HAVE THE SAME MEANING as this:

"Hey, fuck you" - When written, this phrase again could have many different meanings, i.e. between friends it is the manner of HOW you say "fuck you" that changes the nuance of meaning. Harshly said to someone, it has the intended threatening and challenging meaning. If however you, "Smile when you say that" WELL, that changes the actual meaning...but of course, SOME people don't understand their swear words sufficiently to know these levels of intent or meaning.

Here is just an example of the infamous F word: f--word_-a-grammatical-approach

The Korean War Baby does warn all that occasionally he is moved to hyperbole and intense, sometimes propane, uh spell checker please, Profane words. He usually reserves personal direct Profanity in person, because the issues in This Thing of Ours-Adoption are emotional, sometimes strong language is necessary.

Please note that he will not tell YOU personally to "Go Fuck off" unless you warrant such words. But "Kiss my butt" or "This is a mountain of Crap" may be posted so WARNING to sensitive eyes. We are all adults here...if not, you probably have been swearing like a Marine since you were a teenager anyway.

The Korean War Baby

A Multi-level approach for every individual case - Family Preservation First (If possible or desirable by Natural/birth/first/ parents)  Fighting for the Right of Some to be Adopted.


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The Korean War Baby has found this site as a great resource for adoptees who are dealing realistically with the issues. It is also a resource for the Adoptive families.

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